It wasn't something I thought about. In Adai, we were told that the surface was the land of the gods. Going there wasn't something we were allowed to do unless we were chosen. I used to think it was a good thing to be allowed to go there.

[That pleased look fades pretty quickly.]

I'm very glad I got to go to the surface though. I don't think I would have been happy living in Adai for my whole life.